haven't got time to update my site x]

trying to work on my story but so far still no imaginative juice coming into my head x[. i'll try to make a short summary of wat my story will be about. i hope to get it published soon x].

okay, this story is about this kid named Zephyr and at the beginning of the story he gets a tragic event bkus his girlfriend breaks up with him. his friends were there to support and for a while he was okay. lately his father had not been home for a while. his dad says he's got some important business to attend to and could not come home. some time laters, Zephyr meets this new girl in school(still need to make a name for her) and they become very good friends. as Zephyr slowly gets his happiness back and gets himself together again, one day he gets kidnap(i'm working on the details of the kidnap) and is brought to this secret place that he has no clue of. at this place Zephyr becomes an experiment for these ppl who look like sceintists and doctors. he was being injected with all kinds of stuff and was in a sedated state most of the time.

more details coming soon x]. still have lots of work to do.

here's a little song for all of u guys x] music in the background(click the activeXcontrol thingy on the top of the screen under the address bar)

She fooled all of her friends into thinking she's so strong, but she still sleeps with the light on, and she acts like It's all right on, as she smiles again and her mother lies there sick with cancer, and her friends don't understand her, she's a question without answers, who feels like falling apart. She knows, she's so much more than worthless, she needs to find her purpose, she wonders what she did to deserve this and..

She's calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, ' Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm asking you, to show me what this life is all about.

And he tells everyone a story, cause he feels his life is boring, and he fights so you won't ignore him, cause that's his biggest fear, and he cries, but you'll rarely see him do it, and he loves, but he's scared to use it. So he hides behind the music, cause he likes it that way. And he knows, He's so much more than worthless, he needs to find the surface, cause he's starting to get nervous and.. 

He's calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, ' Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm asking you, to show me what this life is all about.

Have you ever felt this way before? 'cause I don't wanna hide here anymore. Take me to place where nothing's wrong and thanks for coming, shut the door. And they say someone out there sees us, Well if you're real then save me Jesus, cause I've been this way for far too long. I wasn't meant to feel alone.

And now I'm calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, 'Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm asking you, to show me what this life is all about.

Show me what this life is all about
Show me what this life is all about

lol xD. that prostitute is good at math. i couldn't have calculated the time that fast xD

"Phenomenon"

If you're like us, calling all riders, roll up beside us, no place to hide us,
all freedom fighters, let's unite us, switch on your nitrous and...let's.. go...
Destination, for navigation, man up ya stations, feel the sensation surround invasion,
with communication, move quick, we might avoid contamination

Down, Here comes the sound, everyone pound your feet to this Phenomenon, Now let's make it
loud, let's show 'em all how you move to this phenomenon, Roll! Open your soul, maybe lose
control inside of this phenomenon, just let your self go, and let everyone know you move to
this phenomenon.

Don't let these spiders crawl up beside us, they want to bite us, inject the virus. Raise up
the lighters, praise to the righteous, we need to guide us, get...prepared..to.. go..if you're
like us, calling all riders, roll up beside is, no place to hide us, all freedom fighters,
let's unite us, switch on your nitrous..and.. lets..go..

Down, Here comes the sound, everyone pound your feet to this Phenomenon, Now let's make it
loud, let's show 'em all how you move to this phenomenon, roll! Open your soul, maybe lose
control inside of this phenomenon, just let your self go, and let everyone know you move to
this phenomenon.

Can't take it anymore, shake until we move the floor, what are we waiting for? Let's go! I'm
tired of being ordinary, don't care if there's people staring, I'll rely on your strength to
carry me on. I'm not invisible like you, next time things get a little messed up, I'll shine,
but I'll never be see through. I'm fine just tryin to wake the rest up.

Down, Here comes the sound, everyone pound your feet to this Phenomenon, Now let's make it
loud, let's show 'em all how you move to this phenomenon, roll! Open your soul, maybe lose
control inside of this phenomenon, just let your self go, and let everyone know you move to
this phenomenon.

the music to this is in the background. u might need to press the activeXcontrol thingy above. its a pretty good song, cant stop listening to it x]

there's something i want to get off my chest....something thats been bothering me and i don't know what to do with it. i'm thinking about it all the time....am i being obssessed with it? that one question that always lingers in my head. my imagination makes it worse, it makes me think about it more and the assumptions just gives me a headache. *sighz* this is going to haunt me until i die...the question still hangs in the air....

lol. funny....x]

yay my dad got me a new monitor and new speakers for my computer. they are so awesome xD the bass is so loud, PARTY!!!!!!! lol x]. got some more college mail but i found some colleges that i just might go to since they have majors that i want to take. my US history teacher caught me sleeping in his class again xD. gosh how can anybody keep awake in his class when all he does is talk, talk, and oh yea talk some more. still need to get my dad a present, his birthday is coming up soon, lol x]. although i hate my dad to death i cant change the fact that he is still my dad >< sighs* oh wellz might as well make peace now, war can wait ;] nothing much going on besides st. patrick day coming up. i get to pinch ppl yay!! x] am i forgeting something xD

lol a mean little comic on fat ppl x]